(=.=) Ages...

It's been few months I never update my blog and I saw the thickness of dusk on my blog~~~Many things happened within these few months...that's LIFE!!!
I will try to recall it and post it here to share with you all~~~but I can't promise that when will I do it...haha~~~As usual...I'm a lazy bum!!!
Well...just blog for nothing and showing you guys I'm still alive~~~

(o^3^)o ALL THE BEST!!!

(=_=) On the eve of the examination

Eventually...tomorrow will be my AS examination,if I tell you guys that I'm not stress at all...that's a lie,but I will try not to let it take over me,the first paper is mathematics,I hope it would be all right...well...have to continue study now,see ya guys soon~

<SCHEDULE FOR AS EXAMINATION>

COME ON!WISH ME LUCK!BLESS ME!

(T_T) Why am I so dumb?

I'M ASS HOLE

I'M STUPID

I'M BARSTARD

I'M USELESS

I'M DUMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!

o(T.T)o

Reason:I HAVE RECEIVED MY REPORT CARD,IT PROVED ALL THE FACTS ABOVE...

(>_<) The cause of stress

My schedule in my daily life has been turned into upside down...sleep at noon or evening but awake at midnight...the cause of what?...It's the cause of Mid-cause exam!!!Because of my memory isn't very good on study but on rubbish...So I have to work harder before exam and straight get into the exam hall...otherwise I might forget whatever I have studied.
Well...at first I don't even bother what a damn of the Mid-cause exam...I just wanna get well for my AS and A2 exam...but I saw all of my friends are very serious on it...They are my motivation to pushing me study...
At last,tomorrow will be my last subject...It is Further Mathematics(Pure).I suppose to be happy that because that is the last one,but it stressed me out...
Man...I planned to wake up at 2A.M. or even later and I got to sleep around 6P.M. something...but I got a bad dream,It appear of my lecturers return our papers back before our last subject-Further Mathematics(Pure) exam...they were discuss everything of the papers...on that time...I was thinking like..."We still got the last papers after the discussion,how come everyone are still like...er..." I just don't get it...
Then,the ring tone of sms woke me up around 1A.M. something...then I just took my phone and see the sms...It's about the outing after the examination tomorrow,after that...I realize that I'm sweating...
WHAT THE HELL!...My Air-con set to 17degree with Hi-Power...how can I sweating while sleeping...This is a symptoms of stress?Friends told me that just be relax,don't be too stress and do all the best I got,that's completely useless,those aren't a method to reduce stress,those are advices...
MAN!Leave me alone...I'm gonna be mad soon!
Haiz...gonna continue my study now...Good night.

(T_T) １リットルの涙 (A Litre of tears)

15 year old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon to be high schooler.However,odd things have been happening to Aya lately.She has been falling down often and walks strange.Her mother takes Aya to see the doctor,and he informs that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration.(a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat.)A cruel disease,as it does not affect the mind in the least.How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?

Based on a true story,One Litre of Tears is about the life story Kitou Aya,a girl who had an incurable disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease,at a young age of 15.Although the girl in the drama-Ikeuchi Aya, lived in the 21st century,her character was based on Kitou Aya's life, how she struggled and fought her disease and how she wrote her deepest thoughts until the last day she could hold a pen. Before she died, her writings were published including the poems she wrote while she is staying in a school for the disabled.This gave new hopes to people who suffers the same disease as she did and soon Aya received letters of appreciation and thanks from those people.At the age of 25, she succumbed herself into a sleep where she could no longer feel any pain.

A litre of tears is a heart-warming drama that will make people happy for the simple fact that they are alive,and will give hope to those who suffers from diseases and will make them think positive about living instead of giving up easily.

I give this drama two-thumbs up!

(=.=) It's time to die!

Gosh!!!Everything is late,midcourse exam is coming very soon...a week after the holidays,then will be the AS exam,after a month of midcourse...why am I doing here?
There is a lot to do...need to redo all the tutorial,need to memorize all the formula,and I must understand those I couldn't...I am stress while inside my class man!Those pros are surrounding me...Yet I had to push my self to their level,this feeling is like killing me man...even worse than SPM's year...some more I'm not a smart guy...
How if i couldn't make it?2weeks for midcause...that's mad!I'm like rotary mud on the wall...maybe that's my retribution for playing too much...well...It's time to die!

PRE-U IS HOLDING MY FUTURE!!!

Brain Dead

Its a rare disease...If a patient is able to process oxygen from the lungs into the bloodstream,maintain a normal body temperature,digest food and expel waste,grow to normal adult size from the age of his future life?And even carry a teenage to term,can he be considered dead?Can a person who is "dead" wake up and go on later to finish a university degree?Can a corpse get out of bed,go home and go playing?Can he get married and have children?There is a possibility...but just a little...just a little...